I'm alive..sorry i have not been around...Working a play at the wilmette theatre "little mermaid" its a lot of fun. Next I will be working "urinetown" at the desplaines theatre..

Ok, Here we go again,, so things were ok not worse not better but ok....so Car is breaking antifreeze is leaking like a siv (?) Ok so I have to stop and pour water or antifreeze more often.. Can't buy a new car yet...so ok....Husband is not feeling well he will not go to the dr but ok....so saturday I had a good day at the faire..not bad but ok..saturday night is when i found out about the car....so I was so stressed, i took off my faire pass where I normally would not do it....so on sunday I get to faire no pass.. Go to the office ask for a pass and when they go to hand it to me ...that will be $10..I wish they would have told me that before the did it..I would have driven back home it was only 20min but ok...so at lunch time....I find out that again other people at the faire are causing my children problems..to the point that security had to be called when they did not even start the situation, and they treated my child like a mass murderer so Ok...WHY CANT WE BE LEFT ALONE>>>I am so tired I was so angry after that...I wanted to go up to that person and tear them apart...I took my husband and my younger daughter to keep me from getting into trouble..Now I know my children are not saints but everyone that witnessed what happened could not believe what was done....and how it was handled, so ok...after wards the so called adults in the situation cannot even face me or my husband to talk so they go to my other child......WHAT THE HECK!!!! Be an adult and confront me not a teenager.. Grow UP!!!

Why do people feel so threatened by my family and me or I (what ever I do not care right now). At this point I can understand when people either want to end it all or go Postal!!!! My cup runeth over please stop pouring I do not think the cup can hold anymore!!! Please do not worry about me doing something crazy I am to afraid of going to hell or Jail...but you never know!!!!

Current Mood: exhausted

I realize that not everything is ever going to go the way you want it but I am really starting to wonder if it will ever get better.. Between sickness, job, money and every other problem you can think of...It is really depressing... I want to be a good wife, mother, friend and sometimes my crap spills over into everything.  God this just sucks!!!!

Current Mood: stressed